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Jan 05 2009

What’s normal?

Published by justjessi at 8:41 pm under bulimia, food Edit This

I’d like someone to define normal for me please.  The dictionary can’t do it.  They actually give you twelve different definitions which all sound something like “conforming to the standard or the common type; usual; not abnormal”. 

Now maybe its just me but it seems like it should be against the rules to use a words antonym to define the word itself.

Well whatever the definition it doesn’t apply to my relationship with food.  I can’t seem to figure out how to eat slower.  I’ve tried chewing my food a certain number of times which doesn’t work because all foods don’t need to be chewed 25 times and some foods that I tend to over cook like chicken need to be chewed more than that.  I’ve tried setting my fork down in between bites but then I worry about leaving my fork down for to long. Counting makes me feel like a moron, I mean seriously who counts the seconds that they leave their fork down? Taking a sip in between each bite just seems stupid because I’m not necessarily thirsty after every bite of food that I take.  I worry about my little tricks to try to eat at a normal pace becoming obsessive or abnormal.

THIS IS NOT NORMAL!

Although maybe its normal for me…Tongue out

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4 Responses to “What’s normal?”

  1. recoveryrockson 05 Jan 2009 at 10:09 pm edit this

    Hello,

    The concept of the Lemonade Award is is all about finding people that display a great attitude and/or gratitude. In this day and time, that is very important to have.

    I think your blog is great and I nominated you.

    You can get the award here:

    http://recoveryrocks.today.com/2009/01/05/more-lemonade-awards/

    Congrats!

    Roxie

  2. mommaon 05 Jan 2009 at 11:08 pm edit this

    I think it’s great too! It takes courage to articulate one’s frustration and work their way through problems. You are one courageous person! Congratulations on your lemonade award!
    Momma http://savemoneymomma.today.com

  3. lilysgrammaon 06 Jan 2009 at 12:28 am edit this

    Normal as far as eating should be what ever you are comfortable with. Just know that some digestion takes place in the mouth where some enzymes work, that’s why it is recommended to chew thoroughly. If you are not gulping your food down, it should be ok. :) Keep up the good work, but don’t become obsessed with it. Obsession begets another problem altogether. Take care and thanks for your comment on my blog. Congrats on your Lemonade award too!!
    Blogging at: http://fattyprejudice.today.com and
    www.myheartvoice.com

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