Feb 06 2009
Dining Out Sucks Sometimes
Anyone recovering from an eating disorder, or dieting, has some clue as to the paranoia I feel when I go out to eat but it’s seriously getting old - fast. My husband and I went out for a nice dinner, sans baby, courtesy of my fabulous in-laws and the whole time I was worrying about eating in front of other people. Did I have food on my face? Was I eating too much? How many calories are in popcorn shrimp? Damn, I should have ordered the salad. How many calories have I eaten today…and on and on and on.
I’m getting fed up with worrying about food. I know its a process and I know it will take awhile for me to feel comfortable with eating normally but seriously not even one f-ing dinner!
